in that moment

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. -Stephen Chbosky

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the rain wouldn't stop, mike and i got to work semi-drenched in the rain because my tiny pink umbrella could not cover us from getting wet as we walked to the cab stop..among the many blessings i've been given, i'm most grateful for his friendship, it cushions the tartness of staying in this city for some more months.. altho this city is beginning to grow in me and i am comfortable being here, yet, i know, i could not fully live until i am back with the ppl who i first loved as an adult..

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"Her life was a slow realization that the world was not for her, and that for whatever reason, she would never be happy and honest at the same time. She felt as if she were brimming, always producing and hoarding more love inside her. But there was no release. Table, ivory elephant charm, rainbow, onion, hairdo, violence, melodrama, honey...None of it moved her. She adressed the world honestly, searching for something deserving of the volumes of love she knew she had within her, but to each she would have to say, I don't love you. "
Everything Is Illuminated, Jonathan Safran Foer

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another reason why i hated the rain is that my place would have raindrops from the ceiling.. i've been asking for a building maintenance since last week, no news still..

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mike was late for work today too.. a humungouos reason why we should not pray for rain in the city.. goodbye schedule adherance bonus eh.. tingin ko, we have been making jollibee libertad a trademark place to get food.. kairitasyon cuz we called 3 branches for delivery and one after another they'd refer us to order from another branch, thus we decided we take the striker to the nearest jollibee.. haaaaaaaay, talk about real customer service..

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life has been good..thank You.. i miss my sisters and will be seeing cebu in a few weeks.. it'll be shiny!