choosing domestication

wala nami naga shopping altho gelo told me he'll get me a pair of guess pekpek shorts that i forever wanted but, had to hold off til next payday, and he'll get me a huuuuuuge bottle of that bvlgari parfum dut i don't think i'll need. cuz if he did, unsa nalang amo kaonon til next payday?

i told him we are buying a fridge. we are not going to guimaras this weekend with some kewl people who walked earth because we have a house to fill with domestic thingies such as decent bed frames, dining table and chairs, a couch, and that damn fridge and a stove.

we needed those.

it's hard to (quoting kathra) stop the little voices inside my head. cuz they do tell me that it's okay to shop. but, if i were preparing myself for domestication, i'd rather purchase house things. hayers.

yesterday, we talked about marrying. at times it's a difficult subject to talk about. cuz even if we both wanted to be married, we are also uncertain of marriage in itself. it's taxing to think about it. but, i know we will somehow agree on the same terms.

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3 days of fastfood bingeing. we have to stop. pagod nako makita ang sm. mayta if ayala sha.

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training is a bit better but, i feel off because my throat hurts. and i got the most terrible tasting ginseng candy ever made.

God is wonderful. i know dut i am made with a bad heart but, He continues to keep me.

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous.
the leap years by catherine lim