Tuesday, April 29, 2008

each to each

"It's just ... I don't always say what I feel."
"Why not?"
"Because the truth sometimes hurts," I said.
"Yeah," he said. "So do lies, though."

Just Listen- Sarah Dessen

tonight, whilst walking hand in hand going to work, i burst out with: it would've been lonely without you around..

that's the first statement i made with utmost sincerity since last month's training. i realized that things would be easier if i loved w/out expectations. and true enough, love begets love. (and more. bwahaha.)

there are people from last year and people whom you'd meet that would at times make you think twice of the relationship that you are in at the moment. and then again, it will always boil down to the person whom you feel safest with and whose arms are your home.

murag 10 months nami ugma. i think. hahaha. lovelove.

i made lunch today. we've been surviving on bacon. aiwan kow. but, it's one common thread that would string us tahgether. :)

on other things:
i want my noodle legs back but, am okay with bod now that i have filled them in/up. i have tits and booty. haha. with belly. if i had long brown curly hair and huge sloe eyes, then i would have been latina. haha. but, i am okay with being insikoy. bottomline with regard to weight-gain:: the more the merrier!

may trainees ko na murag kulang sa bulan. yesterday i caved in and gave a long lecture about manners and being interested in work. to thunk most of them are older than i am. hayness.

happy tuesday!

3 comments:

  1. i love how you blot your thoughts. it's so real. no pretensions.

    on a not-so-kind note, watch out on the bacon. hehe...it's very bad cholesterol. haha!

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  2. hehehe. thanks tl. that explains why am gaining weight. we're either on fastfood sprees or calorie laden food.

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  3. still remember what johnny said?? "there's more of you to love" mao na tambok. hahaha mingaw nako niya. nagpa opaw. =p

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fallen rain. (: