Sunday, April 13, 2008

peculiar station

pardon the fonts. proxy's all fckd up again.
i saw gaisano main with gelo for the first time in my almost 2 years here. amazing ginamus kabarato sa mga gal stuff.. i wanna go shopping, cheap shopping..
went out with the girls from the old account (nazelmarie, rodelliegrace and janicelim:) and with gelo as useless. (or gelo and i invited ourselves to their all gals night-out) beef taco salad/lychee margarita/salpicao.. i miss pepe's.. gelo and i are seriously broke.. i wonder why we braved thru sat nyt-->going out without moolah..
we have tons of photos.. (did not get to upload at gelo's place, weekends are always the best time for power interuption..)
checked the new club ice adjacent to westown hotel.. some stupid freaking panget na insik na bata idiot touched my tush as we made our way out of the bar; gelo being the maoy that he is when drunk wanted to beat him. am like, i did not see dut guy, let it go, sha lang man di katulog..ahgahd.. sobrang loser..
i hadn't had that much fun with chikkahan in a long whilst.. i've been working the whole time since i've gone to training dept. and life had been always at home and doing chores.. and if we went out, the first stop would always be groceries.. it's a refreshing break to be able to talk to a great number of girls as compared to always hanging around waiting for gelo and his guy buddies to finish their booze..
we had been planning to make it to church on weekends.. my choice of church.. kaso, we get tangled up with either staying up late on saturday nights, or sleeping til lunch time on sundays, we'd wind up not making it to church.. am grateful he wanted to try church..
today, we were at his rents' place for lunch.. it's been raining almost the whole day..
am with him at work tonight..hehehehe.. to quote him "kadako sining place for one person.." referring to our bedroom cuz i told him am scared of being left alone at home..

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i've a newfound fondness of the boyfy yesterday when i asked if someone left a baby in front of our gate would he love the baby like his own even if the enano looks bolingit.. his reply was: oo eh, gift bala na.. alangan naman indi..
drats, he is such a boy!
i've a new class tomorrow night. already made the class' name tags with the lil airplane logo.. i wanted to make cheat sheets for myself so dut when the clients would be here they'd see some improvements. ahgahd, i loathe it when i try soooo hard.. i've always been okay with being mediocre..
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i kinda thought that the company would be okay since our new leader is a Christian, and a product of the company from day one.. at times, when you think that it's worth-while to whine about things that lacked structure(just the way i am), i realised that it's better to start structure within yourself- try to have that organized feel within you- that little start-up spark might be the push/ inspiration for something greater.. soooo, i guess, instead of always complaining, i might start praying for our site director, and the company that feeds almost a thousand young people in this city.. that its leader may help bring about change to it.
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"Our individuality is all, all, that we have. There are those who barter it for security, those who repress it for what they believe is the betterment of the whole society, but blessed in the twinkle of the morning star is the one who nurtures it and rides it, in grace and love and wit, from peculiar station to peculiar station along life's bittersweet route."
Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins

i wanted a twin like this.. :)

4 comments:

  1. waaah.. this is too long to read..
    haha!
    ingat na lang..

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  2. charley, murag gisugo ka. hahahaha.

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  3. "i kinda thought that the company would be okay since our new leader is a Christian, and a product of the company from day one.. at times, when you think that it's worth-while to whine about things that lacked structure(just the way i am), i realised that it's better to start structure within yourself- try to have that organized feel within you- that little start-up spark might be the push/ inspiration for something greater.. soooo, i guess, instead of always complaining, i might start praying for our site director, and the company that feeds almost a thousand young people in this city.. that its leader may help bring about change to it."

    uu gid katama raen! amen!

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fallen rain. (: