Friday, June 30, 2006

hey life: you still surprise me


omg, i've been into the doctor's office several times the past week. i still do not have an answer. the punyetang tangang genmed that maxicare referred to me told me i am okay....how can one be okay when she hadn't done all of the tests yet? i wanna be okay. but, i know am not. and wut the hell is lympnotic jointus? ano yun?

 

i do not want to get near a head set. or near work. i will die. am in the crappiest mood right now. my leave wasn't approve yet. damn it. it's unpaid for heaven'ssake....am not taking calls. those assholes from the other side of the world can manage without talking to me.

 

will quit. two weeks from now.

 

yep, my only affirmation as of today is:

 

quitting doesn't mean that you're actually losing

it simply means that you have the heart to start over.

 

hahaha. charring. leche. nalulukring nako sa trabahong toh....

 

<3

at last iheard from fifay. at least i heard from my fave ppl. kakapagod na put up with ppl i do not like and yet, they find their way to make siksik to me. damn it. napaano na english ko?

and kermit smsd last nyt. arg. iwanna be in bacolod now.

 

am losing it najuds. am letting myself go narin. went to the office to file for leave on pruntong and big tee and uncomb hair. di na toh makatarungan....

 

<3

 

i wonder why i wanted to be a hermit/ or get a cave/ or live in the woods...

 

fairies live in the woods pala...hahaha..forest and fairies....

clouds and unicorns.....and mermaids and sea...gotta forget abt being princess ariel...

sino ba loveteam ni tinker belle? diko ata carry si peter pan....

 

 
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19 comments:

  1. Riggy GuacamoliJune 30, 2006

    quit na jud ka? account transfer diay? maybe u need rest pud coz u've been sick for weeks na pud.

    what are your plans after etel man, raen?

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  2. raen dropsJune 30, 2006

    gago man ni sila gihatag naku ako history to follow pa ang doc's recommendation, wa pa nila gi approve unpaid leave na na ha...imagine. inutil ayo sila, if ipa calls ko mupatay naku ug tao.

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  3. SheR ...June 30, 2006

    so u finally decided to leave mare? i guess that's better na pud rather than mag-suffer ka nganha sa work. take a break jud ha...kanang maka-relax jud ka and maka-isip. good luck.

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  4. raen dropsJune 30, 2006

    yeah, mangita ko'g masking 8k nga job. bhala na.
    or if not am crossing my fingers to go to the probinsya.
    magpaka piyaya gal nalang ko sa bacolod. ngita kog hacienda.

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  5. raen dropsJune 30, 2006

    i cannot say it out loud rajud, hawa ko after two weeks
    if mucalls ko next week calls eh. awun mang release rko.
    sinong ginago nila.
    looy ayo ako mga kauban nga wa maadtoan, muantos ngare.
    murag dementor ning place.

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  6. Riggy GuacamoliJune 30, 2006

    thats bad. they should be concerned of the very people who work for them especially those with health worries. demanding baya jud ang job. it's never easy to take calls.

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  7. raen dropsJune 30, 2006

    mga wa'y klaro mga tao dre...naay usa nihawa nalang no call no show kay di paresignun immediately to think iyaha sobra maka worry kay diagnosed with thyroid prob. gago gyuds kaau dre.

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  8. first lastJune 30, 2006

    o bitaw noh? kinsa partner ni tink? hehe. wish everything will fall into place raen. my wish for you is a vay-kay. you deserve that!!! go file! sana gyud ma-approve. come home. it might do you good. =)

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  9. raen dropsJune 30, 2006

    lge this is wut i felt like last year
    at a more desperate pace nu-on now.
    i don't need this job. and i don't need ppl to
    eat up my wutever is left of my spirit.

    yeah kinsa partner ni tink?
    hahaha

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  10. karenjen ♥June 30, 2006

    it's always a matter of perspective. kivs uban tao...what is valuable is how you will pull yourself o:)

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  11. J QJune 30, 2006

    good luck, raeny! as a friend and i discussed some two days ago, we may not always know what we want... but we sure know what we don't want. so go if you're unhappy.

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  12. raen dropsJuly 01, 2006

    oo nga naman TL.
    thanks. ;)

    from today moving forward i'll have a happier perspective
    and wud keep my face to the sunshine. ang hirap ng masama ang loob sa mundo parati.

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  13. raen dropsJuly 01, 2006

    thanks TL...
    i will. i've thot this workplace was the place to be some months ago
    cuz before even if i've a bad shift the nxt day i can get back up and be over with the night before....
    ngaun parang wala ng reason to stay.

    but, am more at peace knowing am gonna be out in a few days time.am waiting for an okay result from my doc. am not ill i hope. hehehe

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  14. kitty galoreJuly 01, 2006

    bacolod na ba ato byuti ani? =p

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  15. raen dropsJuly 03, 2006

    piyaya gals ta na
    gahuwat naku kermit didto...hehehe

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  16. kitty galoreJuly 03, 2006

    huwwhhhaat? naa kermit didto? hahahahahaa aguy!

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  17. Karen MJuly 03, 2006

    asa namu mangadto?

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  18. raen dropsJuly 05, 2006

    oo sya ai aking piyaya boy in waiting...leche ui...di japon guro mi mag abot...ta madayun ni kat... am sick of cebu

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  19. raen dropsJuly 05, 2006

    piyaya land mag savor ug piyaya air para mahunong na ang sakit naku sa utok

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fallen rain. (:

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