ain't it grand?

that sipping a tumbler of strawberry flavored alcoholica makes you doze off to lalaland, you wake up & have to go thru strange-looking white cats, stray dogs, cabs or cab drivers with funky smell, 11 to 8 all nighters, cannot remember when you last ate rice with real sud-an, the only thing you can chew on would be saltine crackers with tuna mayonaise or you make yer own sushi rolls according to yer preference or from wutever canned thingies you have left lying on yer sink, you miss out on wut's going on with the world and the world of yer siblings and you think how dysfunctional(dysfunctional in your own relative term) my family is at this time, you begin to ponder this is unhealthy, and yet, you are getting by......