oh you gotta help me out, yeeeeeaaaaaaaaaah!

 

I saw kaithy today// it’s kaithy day// after almost two years of cancelling planned dates for coffee or lunch,

this afternoon I met her family over lunch at max’s with rafraf(the adorable two year old who is like a bouncy bunny:) //

she looked adorable  with a white baby doll top on & i lurve her camel peep toe wedge, and she was like “it’s artwork raeny”// hahaha, I so totally love my inta friends. :)

 

 

She taught me how to choose a high chair for kenji//

get those ones with the potty trainer,pero diba dira sya ma-eat, get a separate potty trainer nalang. //

I wouldn’t get dichee’s hopes up, dili ko mu-buy oi//

 

I liked how we seemed so grown up & how we talked about getting a house

and the equity & the monthly amortization (way above my head at this point :)

and how it is exciting to might venture into singapura//

 

//But, the I’m quietly reminded by Him that at this point of listlessness,

I might as well want to sit and wait and stay and learn//

 

I love you kaith. Thanks for seeing me today. 

Finally, we have pics together//

 

-----------------------------------------oh she exclaimed: raeny you gained…

I finally resolved my issues with weight, haha, she mentioned blogging about diet pills and mini heart burns// am like I would no longer apologize if I were born with puson//

that’ll just go away when I wouldn’t mind it//

I’m now obssessing over being white and banning the sun. soleil, partez le soleil… haha. Lols! I love how dulce gatas skin looks like, sooo not kagirun.

I love how kagirun rolls on my tongue. Blech.

 

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Education is a pretty thing.

It’s amazing that kaith’s set of friends on the worldwideweb are my gal pals too//

am like wow, we know sooo much about each other’s family, leen once wrote something about establishing friendship in the most unlikely ways// like thru multiply.

Ha! (thus, the need to make the contact list abit more exclusive- sorry:)//

ilove how I can learn about someone thru their choices of words when they write//

thru the photographs they take// and their choice of music or the things they wanted to share to the world. Galing.

 

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Mareng JayJane greeted me with a dispute as I snailed my way to my work pod//

it was the funniest thing I’ve heard from her, actually lately di nako napipikon sa calls that are being reviewed against me,

as Gorgeous would pay them to quit sending disputes, anyhoo,

Jane was like, Raen, why would he answer the disputes? Eh diba HE IS NOT ONE OF US???

 

ON WORKLURVE: ang ganda ng sinabi ni richard chiu kanina//

I told him how everyone on our account wanted a way up but, would not want a way out of the account, he was like exactly raeny, that’s because they found a family here//

mura’g if I were site director matouched ko.

Haha// pero worker princess ant rako. :)

 

EJ is fine, he approached me after his coaching session with Jane//

I was worried. I can’t help it... eh mabait naman talaga syang bata.

Autistic lang. :)

 

I finally remembered a part of the song (so sick of love songs) that albert would sing:

I got your answering machine, you said you could not fax…

I joined in singing…that’s because of vonage… haha. Baliw. Ilove those guys.

 

Am not picking on roy, I don’t want attrition, the people am working with are a great bunch.

(how many times did I say great?:)

 

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I was like saying thank You way too much today, it’s just today that I realised that despite the lack,

you can always be thankful for knowing that you can feel the pulsating drops of water against your skin when you take a shower // that simply means all your cells are alive,

you are fit to work, you can appreciate the smell of freshly cut grass or your lavender scented moisturiser, these things oftentimes I overlook,

today, I’m grateful for them…

I say thank You Lord, for the second half of my paycheck which covered enuf of my bills

and I even have contingent fund(altho I fear that it’ll be imaginary after my trip to cebu :)//

 

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Priorities for the trip//

I am not seeing any jerks I’ve dated altho I promised like a couple of them that I’d see them, haha// I’m not sure who to see first:

narda//kathra or stephie or even mareng marsi, wut if all my friends got together?!

That’ll be baliw.

 

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Things are great. And I actually wrote the longessssssst entry today and I lost it when I loaded it. Paksit:::

 

Ohyeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I finally got me a pouch of cooking oil.

Yey. Again, if I were cooking that’ll be equated to the Vtech gundown// harhar//  

and I’ve ponkans. I should’ve spent my money on tons and tons of ponkans. :)

 

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All these confusion lead me to this passage today::

if you feel a restraint in your spirit// do not do anything to go against it just-

WAIT.

 

Things can wait. :) I’ve to see iloilo first. :)

 

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See you Cebu. Bless you piayaland. Muah. Bryan shaolin kid, iloveyou.

When there's no where else to run
Is there room for one more sun
One more sun
If you can hold on
If you can hold on
Hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know
No you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I'm so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection no no no no
Help me out!!!

 

 

 

//Dyo mind!!!???!//

Raen

 

It’s strange you never start out life with the intention of becoming bankrupt or an alcoholic or a cheat and a thief. Or a liar.