i still carry a bad heart masking gatry nko become a better friend..... una why can't i tell it straight to someone's face that i am extremely annoyed at the poker face// at the whining disposition//at the unhygienic things that's done(okay i fart loudleeeeeee pero that wouldn't count i'd say am sorry excuse me afterwards)// i know i hate taking the showers too long cuz i'm like that, pero God bless me cuz the seemingly trivial things that this person says or does makes me wanna go scream; SPARTA!
sa totoo lang at times toxic maminaw ug puro complains. that's why i try to blog para i could let go of the ugly frustrating things i'd experience in this city.... czar and i share lip balms....or she'd let me borrow a thickly knitted cardigan to keep the cold off me when we're working....sharing ends there. we shared dark secrets...truthfulness and trust ends there. sana that's how friendship works.// we may look at evaluating calls differently(it's funny how 2 persons look at the same thing but would see differently...) but that does not make us irits or would get to each other's nerves. i sometimes say things tas i regret saying it, tas i tell her about it. diba? ganun yun. or if not, i let things go. ganun yun.
pero this i cannot overlook. diba; it's not only me lang man gud, someone else would complain about this persona. and i'm not imagining things. pesky jud iya pagkatao.
and i hatehatehate it that ginagawan ako ng intriga knowing that i just mended a hurt i caused someone. tas mag-iisip na naman ako, talaga ginawa nya yun? may nalang at this point muthink nako before ko mureact ug OA or before i let spite overwhelm me.
tsaka sa lahat ng ayaw ko is yung taong walang sariling pagkatao. i mean i like one gal from work cuz she dresses really well. like fashion became her. and malingaw ko niya, and at times when i see her makathink ko, oo nice pod if i got that. ganun ka discreete(spell check)// pero like e-all the way ang panggagaya like even the way i or another gal pal would act....am like Lord, magmassacre naman jud ko'g taw ba, dili na red ants!
dear Lord. mabuang ko if i keep at this. the next time this pest talks am gonna blow man jud ba.
disclaimer: my opinion will change tomorrow. ü
sa totoo lang at times toxic maminaw ug puro complains. that's why i try to blog para i could let go of the ugly frustrating things i'd experience in this city --- same here pero stalkers with nothing better to do copy and paste them and send them to yagit people.
ReplyDeletehehe. nafrustrate rajud ko when ppl would treat me like pede ko sugo sugo-on ra pirmi and they'd take it like it's okay// or like tanan nalang pati ko mustorya eCTRL c CTRL v pa or ako shitty relationships kay buhat ug metro and e-inform jud ko na am becoming you? sure ka? ur becoming me?
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