a simpleton like me would need....

Mood:

loved

a cup of double espresso, some really good calls to listen to and would make work easier, someone else to cling to(ha!), and really really good conversation e.g....where the english language came from(who'd think it is german based and not latino?)

 

i started rebuilding, am really really trying extra hard to rebuild our relationship, Him and moi, i may sound OA, but, am trying extra bit harder that way...reading my devotional(w/c i've been rereading since forever) i learned that it's not too much to show kindness in any way...that we pass thru life just once, and it's not what you have done that might make a difference, but, what you have not done that you might endup regretting. so, it's about time that one would only utter kind words, be generous with praise, be winsome and tender when you speak or act....oh wells, natouched ko, kadyut lang, tas nafeel nko ang presence that i couldn't be this kind to everyone. mapilian ra. hahaha.

 

dinner with cee and vincent-chinese school bus slash puppy was fun. cee and i couldn't help but laugh when vinch is around. masaya xang kasama. sana marunong nalang xa magenglish tsaka marunong xang magsimba, haha. is that too much to ask? ayun, as useless sa Lord Byron's na naman kami and as useless babyback ribs na naman. but, i will never get sawa cuz it's the best ribs i've had so far. tas after drecho kami sa calea-east for coffee. and my allergen named tim caught up wit us. since my mood turned around and i realized he is kermit tha frog, or sounds like kermit the frog, i'm giving him a slack, and cee seemed happy when he is around. soo.... i am not gonna say anything na. and friend xa ni vinchent.

 

 

footah, ican cry chinchansoo tears na naman, my back is patched with salonpas plasters cuz of the back massage i had. am never returning to salon de rose, paanish maxado. sighs, i might endup with acquired diabetes before year-end. i've been hoarding sweets and am not eating anything healthy...anyweis, i bought nori, this way parang there's something healthy on my diet. haha!

 

Christmas wishlist- a fridge! anyone? sending in donation?

 

am just terribley elated that papa jake thought that fulghum is great. haha, am really thinking twice about having to let someone borrow that book, xempre, it's from jacel but, it's about time that i do a good turn and let ppl know that there are really good books to learn from and that Christianity can't be too overwhelming when one learns that a minister smokes cigar and drinks booze at times. hahaha.

 

and when it comes to talking about kids, a dad's eye would literally light up, parang nothin else in the world can get the kick outta their eyes sa? and parang they're the proudest ppl on earth when they'd talk about daughters.... teej is way cute when he talks about trea to me, parang nawawala inis ko sa kanya and parang we are old old friends...well, yeah, he is the most familiar thing i have here, kaya din i would hold on to him. tsaka masaya din naman xang kausap kung kami kami lang, and ilike listening to his paksit ang 2k stories when he would buy baby's formula or avent feeding bottles for his baby. hay, ako flounder ni grow up najud. when will i grow up? tas he will make a really good L2 am sure. sana sana.

 

 

 

♥

Raenyberry      

“I guess sometimes the ground can shift between your feet.

Sometimes your footing slips.

You stumble.

And sometimes you grab what's close to you and hold on as tight as you can.”

-the wonder years