mental notes

Mood:	weird
Music:	Sitting, Waiting, Wishing -jack johnson

merese sa usa na wa na minaw early on sa coaching, karon di na mada ang hurt hurt. meresi jud. dapat jud kibaw najud ka ug active listening.

oh, it's too painful to look at my back, andon ang constellation cassiopiea(spell check). merese sad kay pataka panghaplas. 

<3 saturday, i slept the whole day, did nothing productive, but, cee came by and brought dinner, haha, then we went to bob's coffee shop in lacson, and i discovered that the bata libertad route is soooo 21B in so many ways. then czar smsd, that we start bingeing (they bought tequilla), so we headed back to my place, ayun sa rooftop, moi, cee, nikita, red, czar. parang sorority gals in collge, haa! then off we go to tempo. wukits, again in my OA wasted self, i ended up smsing ppl with OA, grover (grabeng over) OA na mga delilah texts. i even told jeremy am used to getting wut i want. hahaha. kataw-anan. buti nalang when i smsd ppl sunday morning, they told me i did not say anything embarrassing. 

<3 wala ka naman nagsimba?  hehe, kaulaw nako, again i missed church. ;( i found one near my place na. i will be back when i don't feel like dragging my tush to be there. i'll be there when am ready. promise Lord. dghan na answered prayers this year. i mentioned a life altering experience, you gave me piayaland. altered pagmaayo. haha.

<3 sunday, i slept thru the day again, but, am more productive, i started my laundry, tas kita ko'g spider na daku. hay. unsaon pag catch sa spidey, para di xa magmultiply sa house? gaugtas ko dagan dagan after niya. mao toh ni text rajud si jerjer, gablackmail nako sko mga sms na pakauwaw ug maka tumbling. then i spaced out, tingin ko monday na. except naka recall ko that armz smsd that i help him stay awake and that he had two chapters to go before he goes zzzz. hay, kamingaw njud ko nla.

today mas productive: i did groceries, i finished the laundry, i cleaned my shoebox apartment, i folded the clothes, i made me lunch, rice et tuna. namali gyapon pagkaluto. hay. nadouble murdered ang tuna. ummm nakikain ng maling at rice kina czar wit nikki, had 3 or 4 shots of bailey's, had too much, oh not too much cigarettes, basta masaya ang monday. haha.

at ako nalang matitirang tenant ng building by weekend. hay, queen of the castle. literally.  ;(

carla's in PS mla. ano na? kinsa sulti nalingaw ko nanghawa na ta tanan sa davao. pano na mga easy gurls?!!!!


and if 3 years ago i thought her life's perfect, i thought wrong, maybe she was just protected by the walls of ateneo, maybe the real world can or is really hurting her now. and maybe money isn't really everything after all.

at buti nalang, pera lang problema ko. hihi.


augustine, you took my breath away. sagsdi. sana anjan parin ako. tanga ka eh. wala ng missu more. missu lang.
verlaine pag email na.
jaezbereny loveyou ueeejit!

and ronz. because you are my fave cancer charge
because you are sooo holiday
because BDL hartford has been the best trip of my life
because i feel wittier when am with you back in training days
because you will be TL! hahaha. happy birthday. mwuah!

 

photo inset: ronz/ moi-as a poodle/ joe/ banig