dirty linens & hard rain

today he showed my photograph on friendster to his mom. the truth is,he wanted to show kenji to his mom.. masking pa, some weekends ago, he asked me if i can go out with his mom on a saturday cuz he wanted to go out with his friends. am like okay with that.. but that didn't push thru becuz of a gazillion mini-reasons..

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powta the shift bid. why didn't their team make it to first place? they'd get the next pick after the number 1 team made their pick..

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i am hurt beyond words.. the one person who precariously placed my mother's and my siblings' hearts in his hand just broke it big time.. i just wish i would have some control of what is happening to my family.. all my life i knew that it was perfect even if money wasn't always in bank or at hand.. it was perfect because the ppl i have in it are beautiful and healthy and loved.. i just don't know wut my sisters have now..

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God is always going to be good and constant and His will is good, acceptable, and perfect.. this i know for sure.. my little faith can do great things.. He will turn things around..

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saturday i fixed my stuff. at least my pad feels like me already. i haven't posted the stella im prints yet.. mike told me he'd take me out on a date. yung date pala would be with his team. hehe. it was videoke friday. kgb is a korean grill in lacson.. food does not come cheap. i was drunk beyond comprehension. again. i would not touch alcohol. (waaaaaaaaaaaa maxadong lindsay lohan)..

sunday, we saw next at the newly renovated theatre of robinson's.. will write about the story if i had time. bitin ang movie, but so far it was a cerebral film that had me thinking and excited like that.. nicholas cage is love talaga.. and so would you know if it really rained fish in denmark? we had lunch at shakey's.. napurga sa mojo's.. mike got me an a&f pendant- or murag ing-ana mu-agi-hehe. how would you spell mousse? katong mananap bah.. and yeah. adidas robinson's on sale. hehe. 30-40% off.. got me the same black satin purse that shobe has. yeah kaau.

today,we were up early and we had mcdonald's.. and then we had late lunch/early dinner at 21.. i told mike we will be eating canton and street food the rest of the week. haha.

we needed a fridge.. help..

 

We can invest enormous time and energy in serious efforts to know another person, but in the end, how close can we come to that person's essence? We convince ourselves that we know the other person well, but do we really know anything important about anyone?

Haruki Murakami, The Wind-up Bird Chronicle