big brown bag

'God is love,' she said. 'And He
respects love, whether it's between
a parent and child, a man and woman,
or friends.
...Live your
life right... Love with all your
heart. Don't hurt others, and help
those in need. That's all you need
to know.'

Burned, Ellen Hopkins

♥

gelo asked me to wake him up before i go to work today. i almost felt bad that our rest days don't fall on the same day but, i got over it thinking that we might need time for ourselves and yet, when i am at work i feel like i'm a storm wrecked ship that is not anchored. i feel more grounded knowing that he is around. (charootness!)

i hate doing groceries lalo na when when  the bill rings up and you see that you are paying at least 1/8 of your hard earned moolah and you'd get 3 plastic bags. onions cost p29 and a head of lettuce costs p28! incredulous. i asked gelo why, he said it's because of the oil price hike. sa isip ko lang baket nisasaute bah ang gulay sa gasolina?

hayers.

so to end consumerism and cut cost i decided that i'll bring lunch to work. i told gelo i'd make sandwiches and microwave them. and just bring pamasahe daily. this way i can cut my  spending on coffee from bob's/ pepsi- am addicted/and food- and most food from our concessionaires are food from the looney bin and so!!! magbabaon nalang ako. on a daily basis i can spend 100-150php on food, parang sayang when i know that i can make my own lunch.

i lacked sleep. or feel like i lacked sleep so i skipped yoga lest i fall asleep on my own mat.

dear shobe,

i wanna see kairi na gyd. and i wanna see kenji. hayers.

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wala! di nako magshopping cuz i needed to save for kairi's diaper creams. kaloka ang request ni shobe. and her onesies. but, i don't think i can afford to buy onesies for her. ü

-- i'll miss christian. i have no friend when i am not on the same sched with him. i like the fact that he is such a gentle giant and a really intelligent creature. it rubs in on me. mabright pod ko. :)

i got over the hurt hurt. i am being oa lang talaga yesterday. plus the fact that i am supposed to take calls two hours a week. all crazy things would act up.