oh well..

“I know what it is,” she said. “We aren’t in Bethesda anymore and we aren’t in high school. We aren’t really in our families and we aren’t in our houses. Those are the places we grew up and the times we spent together, but they aren’t us. If we think they are, then we’re lost, because times end and places are lost. We aren’t any place or any time.”
She thought of their Pants. She pictured them blowing off the laundry line and into the air, floating and soaring until they silently merged into sky and sea.
“That’s the thing. We are everywhere.”
-Carmen, Ann Brashares, Forever in Blue, the Fourth Summer of the Sisterhood

i needed a new apartment. my place is oddly really sad. and i cannot forever stay stuck in that state when i hafta get used to molding myself and the way i saw this city with some new souls.

postponed coffee with arbie but we got to talk during shift. oh well, some gals are just as sawi as i am. haha. isumpa ang call center at pag-ibig.

life isn't as boring as it seems to be at all, tomorrow, we'll have breakfast at mcdo with the gals and gays from exfuja.

i'm totally sleepy. God is amazingly kind.

it's payday. i miss old paydays. pero go nalang ng go.