I wanted to know how to have my cake and eat it..

"Why is money so hard to come by? There is so much of it about. If you see the man with the superfluous million do remember my name. It may be he is worried about his income tax."

Notebook - Sherwood Anderson

cuz it's payday tomorrow. i wish i wind up marrying rich or being rich before i hit 35. and i will have the hugest walk in closets for shoes and clothes and purses separately. haha. what a waste of space.

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i want a new bff. haha. i am soooo interested in getting to know one gal from exfuja. her name is arbie. i asked her on a date. :) i told her i am buying coffee tomorrow. and we can exchange chikka and ukay2x tips. she has a great sense of style and her hair is dyed copper red w/c seems to me looked like platinum brown if there's such a thing, and she had this wispy pixie crop. she wears ballet flats, skinny jeans, juicy couture velour jackets that fits her well, or cardigans that looked soooo preppy, and tank tops. i wanna be as skinny as her too.

haha. and she's same age as dich. :)
i don't know how i can also end up liking other girls that easily. but i know we will be good friends. haha. assuming.

so coffee and payday pa!

airfare has skyrocketed. i hate it.
i cannot stand a 7am bus ride to cebu. i liked 4 am ones. they're a bit more bearable.
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i went out with the exfuja gays and gals this morning. we ate at this hole in the wall carenderia near a dead river. we walked under the scorching heat of bacolod sun. and i did not realize that we walked from tp going to gaisano area. (and i normally take a cab or a striker to go there!)..

food was great. i ordered pork adobo ata yun, and S.O. ordered pakbet and fish. i only ate the okra part of the pakbet. :)
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i wish some people would wind up with a clue. you cannot go thru life clueless. when you're like almost 30, you hafta know and be aware. wag magpaka oblivious na. i'm learning to be aware kaya.

and some guys should quit feeding their egos. yawn lang.

"I don't need the sleep as much as I need the escape. At this point in my life, nothingness is a lot better than somethingness."

"She didn't know if she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart, she wanted to go home."

- Go Ask Alice by anonymous

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oh well, i might as well date that dentist from cebu na hulog nang langit. bow.