homeward bound and melt.

If I could, I would move mountains to reach you. You must know that. If you are reading this, the mountains have proved beyond my strength.

--J.L. Carrel,  The Shakespeare Secret

the rain doesn't stop. it's a huge hasslefeck.

gelo and i decided against going out cuz we only have 1k left to stretch over the weekend. bwaha. so we made lunch. i liked team work. and i like it when we make up after a bad fight.

oh, i am in a more peaceful place now. i once read that God is just kidding and making fun of us and telling us to take things lightly when we are pmsing. :)

i told gelo i will stop crying over the tiniest things and i am tons more "normal" now. until i asked him if he were familiar with the letter of the main character in message in a bottle and then big fat tears suddenly were rolling on my cheeks.

he then gibed "i thought normal ka na, cry ka naman haw?"

i said in between tears "what if you lost me, what if tomorrow i'm dead? or byuda nako?"

boohoo.

haha. the other day he told me to stop being melancholic. kaloka these things he comes up with.

melancholic/ barbaric. he's like a 3 year old learning how to talk. ü

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i wonder how long will i keep assisting the nesting wave. some gals i liked lalo na those gossip girls kinda gals, pero those with mongoloidal smack on their faces, i wanted to tell them to just die during their calls. haha.

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dear little sister,

keep kairi cate safe. i want 2 babies early next year.

happy weekend!

God's been great.

JAKATLA! I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU. I MIGHT NOT HAVE LOAD SO I WANNA WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE. LOVE YOU TONS.♥

edits:

i know i should not take people oh so seriously but agents who take their jobs as if they were in uni would really eat all the niceness in me. asking a question once is okay, asking twice i might reconsider but, asking the same question thrice would really say something about you.

i am not nice. and i am lazy. so i guess they should just get a new nesting sup and reconsider sacking me.

gahd, i don't need this job.