rearranged.

On the red-eye from Seattle,
a two year-old in the seat behind me screeches his little guts out.
Instead of dreaming of stuffing a wad of duct tape into his mouth,
I envy him, how he lets his pain hang out.
I wish I too could drill a pipeline into the fields of ache,
tap  a howl.
Air Empathy, Jeffrey McDaniel
 
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i wanna go visit 2 cities before i turn 32. i wanna go see seattle again because i felt like i had to see it again. and then i really want to see new york and thailand. thailand is doable i think. the big apple, am not too sure. 
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my weekend went really well. :) it revolved around feel good films and great food. :)  shine crashed saturday afternoon til monday afternoon. went to my place around four pm saturday, we decided to go downtown to rent movies. we got cassanova, gluck chuck, and 27 dresses. i kinda felt like i had to watch 27 dresses because that was one of the happiest times i had this year. and i saw it in lakewood. so it was a real happy experience for me.  then shinegrila and i went to the central market of all heart-gladdening places and bought tofu, pineapple, potatos, shrimps,etcetera. people were helpful. :)

then we went to this mini grocery store and bought peas, chips, and more soda.   shine made dinner. i made rice. the main course was garlicky shrimp. and by God's grace we finished eating and chismising after a couple of hours on the table.  and we saw gluck chuck- bastos movie. and 27 dresses. and killed ourselves with kilig and stories about bastards and nice guys we've dated. hahaha. daw high school.

NAZEL DECIDED TO TAKE A RAINCHECK. CUZ SHE WAS TRYING SO HARD TO BECOME A BOLDSTAR OVER  THE WEEKEND. READ THIS NAZEL. (PLUS TONIGHT SHE SURPRISED ME WITH SOME EDITED PHOTO-THE WHOLE TIME I THOUGHT SHE'S GIVING ME THE VICTORIA'S SECRET SWIRLS..)

we slept at around 3 am. after more chismises.  i missed church on sunday. i planned to see the ballgame however, it'll be a hassle for eman to pick me up and drive me there. and i've noone to cheer on cuz accenture's not playing until december.  shiney and i woke up really late on sunday and we made tofu and veggies in tomato sauce. it tasted soooooo good. i never knew veggies can be that fun. shine cooks so well.

more chismises, then we saw cassanova. chuck basstard of the old millenium. :) then, she decided to stay a day more at my place and we rented more movies, went to robinson's for early dinner at shakey's where we saw eman and cora, then went window shopping, then off we were to calea for cake et coffee. saw cee-em. 

last night we saw raising helen, then saw no reservations. both films revolved on being orphans and the latter was about food.   slept at 2am. today, woke up at around 11am. shine made lunch. fried rice, cheese hotdogs and spiced ham.  shared more mush and gal stuff at the dinner table for many hours and shangrila went home. 

i slept the rest of the afternoon.

bora trip might push through. i haven't been there. so i've to be there before shine leaves for london.  monday's a bummer. God's been great and steadfast despite the fact that i am simyat always.

my credit list for the week..  happy 2nd birthday trean. i love you. happy  2nd birthday nicco. iloveyou.  lebbeus and carlos. my self is esteem is glued back together cuz of you guys.haha.