sinking into my systems

i finally left etel. am no longer a part heiress part worker elf. ha! i had a blast the previous six or seven months, but, i must admit it, my job's lifespan would be at least 6 months. ;)

it's back to sleeping til i stink, then thinking if i should do laundry, then making amends with of the really tainted relationship i have with Him, then acting like a big time junkie again, then see people am not supposed to see, then i get hurt, then i sulk, and then think that maybe i should not have had quit cuz am uber bored...then re-assess my current situation and tell myself that am in a better lot, cuz i'll never get up at 2am on a godforsaken friday night when everyone else is out....and i've to go get a cab by myself and show up for work to sell dsl/dial up//// no thank you very much, am never gonna have to kowtow to those aol know it alls anymore.... thank you. thank you.

lemme go to cancun then. amen.

and oh i discovered a new bakeshop, they make cakes with organic stuff. meaning, they make em healthy, they've mango, carrot, walnut-not my fave.... it's cakelove. promise. magnegosyo nalang ta na! but, Lord get me to piyayaland. maawa.

now am appreciating ceboo better and seeing it in a different light, nasanay na talaga siguro ako sa kawangwangan nito. am more familiar with it than i've been with davao.

shobe's in iloilo, she smsd that she belonged in there, donya.

amishooo wari. <3