i'm okay talking about you. who'd care anyway?

Is this what it's supposed to be like? Is this how it's supposed to feel? Like a roller coaster? Like as lifetime's emotions squeezed into a single minute? Like heaven and hell, sweet and sour, light and dark...? Like losing your mind? (kevin brooks)

potangeynang animels na pms. i got over it today. after nazelita and i took solace of our poor wrinkled selves in sm.
ang ambitiosa wala naka buyers og contact lens cuz she's got astigmatism. and was whining cuz she had to settle for a pair of glasses. bwahaha. i told her she should just be happy with the fact that her pair is from banana republic. ü

gosh. i should be over with retail therapy. i think i bought over 5 shirts for myself over the weekend. and i don't exactly need shirts. pero sige nalang.
at times when girls go together they spend on non-neccessities.. naz spent for our coffee. figaro. cuz everyone snubs it now that starbucks is here. ü

i just want a powtangeynang moccassin. yawn lang..

my world revolved around one person lately. needless to say it- klaro sa tv tv. but, tonight, i kinda noticed that i took very little time to play with the kiddies. so this morning, after laundry, i played with keken. and tonight as well. and i  haven't slept all day cuz i woke up 2am monday and fixed my closet. (see, how i am digressing?)

kenji would then go hug  me and butt his head on my tummy so i'd tickle him. the sweetest. these kids can somehow shoo all your 26 year old cares away.. and make you want to just be there to cuddle them.. and even in sm, each time i'd pass by a mickey mouse or barney item, i'd coo and ahh..haha.. i even hit my head when i forgot something..and realized how kenji does it too! haha..

i even wanted to buy hercules and barney sing alongs.. hay.. it's nice to have kids but, not your kids cuz you can almost afford to get them useless something-something..

sunday was a first in so many ways altho this would be the 3rd ball game that i was with him. he picked me up from home, and almost got lost and told me he's bad with directions. i told him i am too. in the most honest way. i am really bad with directions.

i have two left feet. and i'm almost blind. and i am deaf- that's why i talk loud-lyyyy. so don't ask directions from me. i can barely make lead for myself haha..

later in the day, he asked whether i felt motion sick-ly, i told him, i was okay- pero shempre mas ganahan ko if we were taking mass transit aka the jeep cuz it would mean longer rides and walks and exchanges of real talks about turtles and bears and that really long walk towards trinity church(?) and dut fruit stand is marked for life.. 

we were early for his game. eds' versus johnny's.. i didn't bother watching the game, it was chismis time with iza.

after which, he asked where we'd get fishballs. i asked if he's serious. and he was serious cuz we went to lopues east and bought fishballs with 2 sauces and choclit and caramel shake from jamaican patties..

the night before i told him i missed the small group(ricky told me that it'll resume next year because of the holidays..) and its Christmas party, he was nice enuf to print out a copy of their small group discussion and we talked about impatience because of foolishness, advice slash counsel of others, impatience that lead to sin. and dinosaurs. ü

it was embarrassing. i asked him to excuse me cuz i honestly write better than talk.. he told me he writes sense than talk too. he once told me that writing/texting is better cuz you can edit if need be this way you'd make sense..

m: si moses, he just sinned once and never entered the promise land.. cuz wala sha nagfollow instructions..
r: ha, cuz he was supposed to hit the rock once?
m: no wala gyd gani, hambalan nya lang dapat..(he's should only speak to it..)
r: and napatay nalang sha wala sha kasulod..
m: wala pa sha napatay, kasulod na ang mga israelites..

(kaulaw nalang nako. i almost melted.)

after our mini bible study, he took me to villa celia(?) and showed me the house his dad made/built/designed for his uncle.. ü

aaaaaaaaaaaahsome guy. ü

saturday, spent late afternoon in gaisano with dich. dami tao. nazel had an impromptu meeting with my family. and met kairi of chors! then attended her Christmas party.

i am the boringest bore in the world. kevs. i have the best people around me. ♥

happy holidays. God bless you and keep you bacolod, cebu, gensan, davao, surallah, polomolok..
Rayna.