the little nutbrown hare

okay, i know it's not my business pero maki beeswax selling nasad ko. i totally think impossible gyd cmu to keep a promise. well not a promise promise per se(mao ning sakto na spelling dhay..), pero if you continue to hang out with buki people and kabayo kids gyd babe it's your call. i don't have a say na man gyd with wut happens to you no matter how badly i'd feel about things or the stuff that would happen to you.

kalain lang ma associate cmu hangin' out with kabayo kids. tas here pa, sila mana gyapon mag suya cmu how ma-oy you are when in fact sila man gainvite sa imo and make you look ats if ikaw nag invite sa imo self. so there. 

hahaha. ka nice sa opening aning post oi. kabayo kids and bolingits.

mommy and kairi left cebu for bacolod today. here's the link to the photos of kairi before she left her folks na ga emotivs. you know the drill. click on the hearty.

♥

ken's bruise got to the right eye area when i got home in the morning, tas to the left eye in the afternoon. i am worried sick. i was emotional when i saw him. he hugs best and lambings best. kawawang bata. me and ma will go see a pedia tomorrow. dich is emotional as well. i think normal occurence lang man for kids to get bumps and bruises. but, kenji gets so many of them. we will start him drinking malunggay juice this weekend. haaaaaaaaay.

13th month tomorrow! yey. haha. i am not going shopping. i have to buy stuff for the apartment to make it more livable. and save.

i think i totally got over the shoppingera mode. yofaks na. 

m and i have this odd game started. it was his idea though. well, i did not have anything to say to him this afternoon cuz i was too tired and was watching satc(i am passe, pardon me..) and was drooling over the apartments, new york city, the girls' jobs, shushi, and how big carrie's closet is so i wasn't concentrating on our conversation. i told him i can't think of anymore questions to ask him.

tahnight, he had this brilliant idea and told me we play nutbrown hares. i asked the most eeeejiotic question. who'd be big nutbrown hare and lil nutbrown hare? he said either. 

so we'd top each other's statement. example. i love apples right to the very core. and i'd say i can eat the seeds. (i know. sorry. corny kaau.) i told him i can text him from dusk til dawn. he topped it with: i can text you from sunrise to sunrise.
:)

and so, i have a date on my 27th birthday. i'd get to choose the place and time. yeah.
so i am choosing 21. i haven't told him yet. cuz the past 2 years i've celebrated my birthday in that restaurant and it'll be great if i turned 27 there. 

i wanted a christmas tree. pero ambot oi, if i put up a christmas tree hasslefeck panghipos after the holidays.

my couch gets finished tomorrow. yey. di bitaw sha couch oi, it's just a bench. but who cares.

i finished typing the ending of guess how much i ♥ you, and accidentally deleted it. letse.

okay. i can't wait for 5 am to see m and 6 am so i can see kairi. 

God's been great. He had been steadfast with His love and He knows that even before i take my step, my path is already prepared. i would've been spared from more hurtings and bruises if only i learned to obey early on. 

i think, sakto si carrie(am not sure if i quoted it verbatim).. you make the mistakes at 20, learn the lessons at 30, and pay the drinks at 40. maaaaaan, i cannot wait for my 40s. it'll be a blast am sure. 

aside from books, i want a  turtle- a japanese turtle and a jack russell. (gaya gaya to the maximum ang lola nyo.)

i got my zooey part 4 before i slept this morning. kaso my phone went lowbatt i couldn't post it tonight.

happy holidays!

eop mananjeti!
Rayna.

two quotes for today:

I'm nobody, who are you? 
Emily Dickinson


and god help you if you are an ugly girl
course too pretty is also your doom
cause everyone harbors a secret hatred
for the prettiest girl in the room
and god help you if you are a phoenix
and you dare to rise up from the ash
a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy
while you are just flying past
-Ani Difranco