road to ithaca

I hope this finds you smiling.
If not, force yourself to smile. You are breathing. You are alive.
That alone is worth a forced smile.
-Zach Braff

bitaw oi, i feel crappy and really kulang sa sleep despite the fact that i did sleep all day after i fed kenji with pandan muffin and banana. he wouldn't eat. he wants his mommy. it upsets me cuz he would starve the whole day til his mum would go home from work.

God's been gracious, gitangtang na niya ako fever. yehey! Chris tells me that i don't wear the scapular daw if i intend to be libakera or awayera. i told him ganahan si Lord og sinners. haha.

bath time with kenji is also pahirapan. he wails and screams and after he's done, the whole bathroom floor is wet.. tas changing diapers is a struggle too. he wouldn't stay put, at times the adhesive from the belt would come off, i'd secure the nappies with adhesive tape! hehe.

nazel invited me to their QA charity party. it'll be at held in an orphanage. i'm not to keen on charity works cuz my knees normally wobble when i see destitution. i am scared of poverty gyud. i wonder why poverty works and being wealthy doesn't. haaaaaaaaaaaaay, on most days, i ask why i am not born wealthy..
ang tubag sa fates. sikreto para bibo!

i don't want to patol old hags cuz bseg magabaan ko. lagot. so muhilom nalang ko cuz all that they do is be malicious.
nganu man ni oi? am not even pmsing. i just want to be home on noche buena. mahirap ba yun?

i love this song from gary v. hayers. mush.

Sana maulit muli, ang mga oras nating nakaraan
Bakit nagkaganito, naglaho na ba ang pag-ibig mo
Sana maulit muli, sana'y bigyan ng pansin ang himig ko
Kahapon bukas ngayon, tanging wala ng ibang mahal

Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana lalapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ibalik ang kahapon, sandaling di mapapantayan
Huwag sana nating itapon, pagmamahal na tapat
Kung ako'y nagkamali minsan, di na ba mapagbibigyan
O giliw, dinggin mo ang nais ko

Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana lalapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ito ang tanging nais ko, ang ating kahapon
Sana maulit muli

Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana lalapit pa

O giliw, o giliw ko


bwahaha. letse.