color me puzzled(i oughta know..)

the main reason why i become affected is that (altho i am not hardworking and i complain a lot about the workload) i learned to value this job like no other.. if i compared it to how i saw myself in sykes or in any job i've gone thru.. all was/were(?) like super transitional..and all were gotten into becuz i was paid decently..the main reason why i've learned to see this job as a ground for learning(am not necessarily falling or being in love with it okay?) and to see it as a challenge because it's the first time that i actually found a niche..(plus moving into this lonely city altogether made it more like my security blanket-my own cave)..

today; ilearned that we should continue to learn & unlearn- wut they mentioned as paradigm(spellcheck) shift- changes in yer belief systems..this is the whole process of being a QA or working in a callcenter..

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ilove how i discover things with johnny and how my opinions would endup shaken by his opinion(or richard chiu's-who by the way deserves to be a supervisor..)--

true there should be feedback or a venue for brown bag discussions..

and this way, things would be easier to comprehend..

at this point color me puzzled..

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[edited:: richard was saying something about feedback, that operations hear the technicians' side out// i told johnny, i know feedback would be good(as if, samin nga sa QA feedback would be wistful thinking..toink toink toink).. but, i told him the way WE saw it, it was like the technicians were complaining-johnny told me, well, they wouldn't complain if they're not experiencing something that they can complain about..i replied with:: this isn't the way the 3 of us grew or were reared in etel..we were honed to follow..and when we complain, we'd only mumble amongst ourselves..but, point taken, we can work something out for feedback..at this point- i honestly do not know where to go..i wanted to help the operations..i do not care if QA dept. remained unappreciated--i wanted improvement and clarity? where do i go? to the clients? nge-their own site nga is beaten by our site..nyahaha.. so before year 2007 dellweek 15 ends, i've to come up with a resolution..it's badly needed at this point.. and i've to think// cuz the whole time i was just blinded by wut i thought i knew..]

*disregard post..this did not make sense..will post a more sensible work-related entry when i've slept and had thought better..goodLord, i am tired!