so wut if i live on paycheck to paycheck? ü

btw today, i'm overwhelmed with the huge huge blessings i've gotten.. diba i always say, my disposition would always change from sour or bitter to great and greater each time ga pay day? ü i know money should not be a huge determining factor of job satisfaction but it helps pay the bills and satiates the pagdedelirio for more shoes..ü (awa unsa kasingot ako nawng..iganga jud run..grr..but i looked sappily happy cuz am done with my delilah delirious moments..promise last pair of shoe na jud na this year..)

 

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the other great news is..TL NA SI CPUS! yehey! kay gisumbang niya sa head ug gikick sa tummy ang PAC na yabag sa intuit tas na IR sya and naCITE tas may hearing hearing churva churva pa xa e-go thru, tas natak-an sya kay masuspend sya, tas nagresign sya kay wla kwenta ang etel.. tas na TL na xa.. ü this is freaking hilarious..the first in etel according to dich..ü

btw.. i do not think my family is encouraging basag ulo, but, if you were made SME slash trainer first 3 months of taking calls, tas the whole time wala salary increase, tas they'd tell you na di ka mapromote cuz stagnant imo stats on the phone..eh wut have you been doing ba the whole time nakatihaya lang? of course not, you've been putting yer brows into the accounting quickbooks, learning accounting even if that's not even your fortes..tas you try to teach that to new hires.. wala raman sila gauge about how well did you go about yer job? is etel blind? or simply buang.. oh, both..

so sana fred ayala in monrovia..maaaaaan, yer untapped talents would rather work for, say, george bush masking kalisod sila ininglis..

CPUS am happy for ya..yehey para sa idik..ü am glad you found my sister..ü

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i was wondering how can i be mum about things? budlay storya majinxed palang ako weekend.. pero, i still hate the fact na muabot jud ang mayo onse..ü

hahaha..tinood jud less talk less error..pero saba-an man jud ko beh..then again, i do not need opinions lately. bseg i'd do more than wut cpus did to the PAC/mission ctrl guy if na-irits ko..ü

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slowly i resolved my issues.. una my relationship with Him, kita najud ko sako unconfessed sin that i never allowed Him to like take control of.. at times pag grabeh imo worries and hurt you are urged to be on yer knees and ask Him whatthefeck is hapnin..pero no answer..ayun today, am like, hala Lord, eureka mao diay i remain unhappy cuz i stubbornly would reason that there are some things that i could never give up on..

i still stand in awe of His forgiveness and daily renewal.. grover..ü

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today i got more than wut i've asked for..on some days, i'll make better choices.. possible yun..and like wut my devotional would say.. if you sang yer worries away, you'll truly endup okay..ü

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oh, maya angelu's words:: i can be changed by what happens to me, but i refused to be reduced by it.. it simply affirm's khalil gibran's::a paper may be untainted and without ink stains but, it remains empty..  (not quoted verbatim)

iamnotempty..thiscityiswonderfultoday..

God Bless.ü