hasslefeck..

wukits, lemme throw an ugly fit first..the tanginang ang bobo bobong guard na itago nalang natin sa pangalang punyetakurimaoka.. was like ma'am bawal magtsinelas.. i said.. kapila nani nahappen and the ER gal already mentioned it's fine that we wear tsinelas on dress down day..come to think of it ha, i was wearing a shirt dress hala sge lami ingnun sa tao na masking in how many years dili ka ka afford ug Loalde and you might not even know wut that is! tas he would stare my feet down like they had leprosy(i painted em red and maaaaaan, naunsa ka karun paka kita red toe nails?!!!)// then he was like..ma'am indi ka makasulod..hulat lang kay tawgan ta ang ER.. i calmly explained manong my shift starts at 11pm pero it's supposed to be 12am, technically 12am kami but it was moved backwards cuz of the daylight savings time in the states..and so today, like everyone else pede mag dress down and pede magtsinelas.. THE FREAKING IDIOT WOULDN'T BUDGE!!! tangina..so i marched thru him and came back wearing czarina's takong..nasalubong ko ang isa pang jerk and he said something and i said, wait lang kay may awayun pako..and so the guard..he was like ah, ma'am okay na gle.. and i retorted with::DIPUGA..pasalamat sya i did not say diputa..difoooootah ya eh.. indi nya pagsurang surangon ang taiwanese na ilonggo and bisaya cuz he'd get cursed in 5 languages..

omg iknow they are doing their jobs..pero naman if they really are, sana mag-ayos sila.. he looked bolingit in the first place and to stare me down? wutthefuck??!

isa pang hasslefeck ang mga taong who kept reminding you where you flunk when quite frankly, if i came back with more disgusting things to say about them, manghihiram sila ng mukha sa dawgs.. again, gawd, ppl here should learn to find caves, this way they can be hermits and not bother struggling urbanites like me..waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..and bottomline; terrible terrible english. i speak and i write in a bastardized language..i know i know..pero dearFather help me be more patient with ppl who pretend they are sooo good..amen..

and i don't wanna talk about it.. i don't wanna listen too..

i rarely throw fits now, say, in this city, mga dapat 258 times na dapat ako nag bitch fit..i refuse to be confrontational becuz that would only ruin my testimony if i still have one(becuz my choices does not really reflect what should BE pajud..) & because i gasp for air when am angry and i become irrational..and i could prolly windup slapping ppl..

so i resolve my concerns in either staying away from that person causing my ire or i LIBAK(another awful way to resolve things..and then i would feel awful about it..then make amends by trying to be nice- if i prayed hard enuf, i'd say sorry to the person cuz i know that's an immature way to get even..and getting even is immature too.. gawd, why can't everyone be like steff? un(?)offensive and would choose happy ego-cushioning words & is never being patronizing? i hate it when ppl are patronizing..)..

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my raves for the day would be::

pano mo ginawa ung comment?
i wanna make one too..
teach me.. thnx..muwah!!

chi..c tmac got hoispitalized for allergies..
wag ka muna cge eat crabmeat...
anyway..ANGST au ako shout-out noh?
hehe..
amishu chi..luv..luv..luv yah..
muwah!!

shobe's email.. she extremely turned my mood better.. a whole lot better..

and ilove Tj's wife.. and Myk Ty.. i've been silent and not replying when everyone else would sms..for the most apparent reason that i do not have prepaid credits..ü

and ej for hugging me cuz i felt like blowing up..toot blowfish toot..

PAGNAGBIRTHDAY YUNG GUARD I'D GIVE HIM A SEA MONKEY SO HE CAN HAVE CULTURE..kawawang nilalang..leche..punyeta..

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and lastly, if it makes one happy to know.. all these would bound to self destruction and am tired of the emotional trauma..amen..

again, IAMNOT INTERESTED..

 

GOODGOD I AM SOOOOOOO INFURIATED..

Sticks and stones may break my bones (but words will never hurt me).. not true.. people should find a more acceptable way to talk you out of anger..

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oh meron pa,

i saw this house, the prettiest one i saw in my entire life, the cab driver went too fast i could not get a picture.. but, it was like old american architecture coupled with middle eastern style cuz of the windows and the veranda's arches..

that made the whole difference..but, gawd, wearing vincent's pink havaianas? wut the fuck..(dah, gawas lagi mga issues ai..)