this afternoon i thought i should go thru jacel's old letters(i wish i'd taken the whole box of her letters thru the "growing up" phase..and i'd check how misguided our opinions were)// the ones sent the past couple of years.. am like maaaaan.. the last ones i sent her were like from 2 years ago..& i still held on to an envelope that i should have mailed by now-full of 2 year old verbal diarrhea.. and feelings that no longer exist about my sisters or my mother..(again, am always good at loving them if we were separated by buses and planes.. i guess everyone would agree.. ü) and people whom i thought meant the world at that time or jobs that choked me into unhappiness..i got these quoted off from one of jacel's::
the meaning of prayer is that we get hold of God, not of the answer..(quoting oswald chambers)
it's because there is a God. it's because I have God in me. and i will live my life telling and showing people there is a God..(jace on charity)
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slept a few hours..woke up at 945p shift starts at 11p..i wish our sched's flexi..like we do our quota and just sleep the whole time.. ü hay, if only..
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an entry i ripped off my letter that is long delayed..(i promised a gazillion times am sending..and i will, one of these days..hehe)
july 22, 2006
i might be staying in cebu, i might have a davaoeño for a husband//pero looy sya jace, he'll marry a broken broken person na ang heart is divided or pounded, maybe what's left for him is just 1/18..kawawa..hehe..
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Hiseyesseefartherthanmine..
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